Im HeRe

I never realized how hard posting would be and then I just gave up. I am getting a veteran sitting in a hospital. One would never think hey when I grow up I am going to spend all my extra time siting in the hospital holding someones hand or bed pan!. I have had lots of practice right first Tressa, then Philip, this last summer with Maddox and now Trudi. One never realizes that sitting in a hospital for hours on end is a talent. Although it is easier now because I can work on the computer while she is sleeping.
When Trudi woke up on Tuesday she felt great and was hungry she ate all day. Now Wednesday and she cannot eat anything. The pain for her is almost unbearable, the pain for the mother is just about the same. She seems to be handling the whole thing well but really I don not think she gets the whole picture yet. Maybe someday when things are not so painful she will understand. I am at a loss on what to say to make it all better as parents we think that is our job to make it better. This particular event I cannot make better nor can I fix anything.
The best solution to this is prayer, prayer that she heals quickly, prayer that her heart will be healed also and prayer to have the faith to carry on.
Mostly I just ramble but my heart really hurts today and I am at a loss to what will fix it besides faith and prayer.